Today was funnnn, hung out with Cousin @ EMall. We watched Twilight, too. “You have no class at all! Why would you go to the front of the line when you’re all the way in the back?” HAHAH, tripppppin. The movie was good a second time; but like I said before, the book is better.
Started off with $130. Shopped at Hollister (though I used $90 off my giftcards there), Aeropostale, Nina’s, and Papaya. Came home with $30 left, haha. It was hella fun though. Gooood times, Cousin!, we should do that again soon. (:
Ran into Katherine too. It was awesome to finally see her :D At first, I didn’t know who she was, HAHAH. But then I got it, haha. Then I saw Judy & Lisa. That was cool too.
“It’s so hard to describe. It’s not like love at first sight, really. It’s more like… gravity moves. When you see her, suddenly it’s not the earth holding you here anymore. She does. And nothing matters more than her. And you would do anything for her, be anything for her… You become whatever she needs you to be, whether that’s a protector, or a lover, or a friend, or a brother.”—Jacob Black, Eclipse.
I’m not just saying it, but I really want to become a better person. More focused, more polite, and more confident. I want to be an even better influence to others and have a more positive attitude and outlook.
Bringing in the new year means bringing in a new me. The past is the past, and I’m going to learn to leave it all behind: the stupid mistakes, the lost friends, and the words that should’ve never been spoken. I want to finally grasp the concept of “everything happens for a reason.” Whether it be good or bad, I’m going to promise myself to deal with certain situations because I have no control over things already done. I want to be a more positive person: acting positively and thinking positively. I want to be more thankful, to finally notice how lucky I am. My thoughts will be directed to the lighter side of things; always looking at the bright side. Because when you have a life like mine, there’s always an escape from your struggles: hope for the future.
Becoming a better person is another goal I don’t want to give up on. I don’t want to act like everyone else does… I want to be my own person, be a good example, even for myself. I’m trying to work on the way I look at other people: I want to believe that despite everything, there is some good inside their hearts. Because I want to believe that everyone DOES deserve a second chance.
As 2009 comes into view, I know there will be changes, some for the better and some for the worse. But like they say, things have to get worse before they can get better.
But the biggest change that I know will be for the best is the one I see taking place inside of me.