Mellifluous.

there are a couple of people i’d like to thank for giving me a good year. The best year of my 14 years of living, actually.

FIRST AND FOREMOST, MY LORD & SAVIOR, JESUS CHRIST. He forgives me when i do things that i know i shouldn’t. He welcomed me back with open arms when i strayed away. He is always there for me to talk to, whenever i’m having a bad day, or just when i need someone to talk to. And the most amazing.. He never stops loving me. Even though He blessed me with really good days, He also gave me the bad days too. But those were a test of my faith and to purify me. I don’t know where or who i’d be without those, as well. He has blessed me with the courage to share His Word and the strength to stand up for my faith. It’s time for me to give back what He gave me to me. Thank you, Lord, for giving me life and a purpose. I love you with all my heart.

MY FAMILY. My family.. oh man. Yeah, we’re pretty dysfunctional, but i love them. We can yell like crazy at each other and be completely annoyed by one another, but despite that, we love each other no matter what. We have some hellllla crazy days and there are days where we’re broken, but I wouldn’t trade them for the world.

SOULFIRE. “HOLLLLLA-LUJAH!” Right, right? (: Dang. I love my youth group. They continuously help guide me in my faith and are basically my family (even though 97% of them are blood related haha). They keep me in check with my walk with the Lord and are always there for support.

RAYMOND PASION. My Handsome, my Boo Boo, my Precious, my Baby, my Love, my everything, my perfect, my most prized possession. <3 Oh, y’all alllllready know! (; Haha. But forreal though. He knows me inside & out, better than i know myself, honestly. He loves my family and accepts them as his own. Not only is he my boyfriend, but i consider him my best friend, too. When i’m having the worst day ever, he can just simply smile at me and everything will be okay. We have the dorkiest little arguments & ‘who loves who more’ fights, but daaaang, i love them!<3 We have matured so much in our relationship, and developed a trust in each other that nothing can break. Together, we can get through anything. The highest highs and even the lowest lows just bring us closer together. Nothing can break us apart as long as we have God on our side. He does so much for me, and I do the same in return. I am truly blessed to have him; he can always cheer me up and help me stay strong. He’s taught me so much, and he inspires me everyday. He’s such a dork, it rubbed off on me. Haha, i love it though! I know nothing can hurt me when i’m in his arms; he holds me and i feel safe. I get this amazing sensation when i’m around him.. I don’t know how to explain but it is so awesome. I love him so much and I honestly don’t know what i’d do without him. He has truly helped me become a better person - mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. I thank God everyday for having him in my life and for sustaining our relationship. Half a year and still going straight to the top; it gets better & better every single day. <3

ASHLEY AVENO. My unbiological sister! Oh man. We’ve had some crazy times ever since we were little, but now we’re cooler than the other side of the pillow. (; S’all G, s’all G. Hahaha. This girl’s hella gangster.. she’s rubbed off on me -__- Haha. She’s always there whenever i need her, and she continually checks up on me to make sure i’m okay. I know she’s got my back, and i’ve got hers too. Her craziness always makes me laugh and whenever we have those deep talks, we can just hear each other out. She always understands me and can somehow relate to what i’m dealing with. Crazy, right? We always have a fun time with each other, there’s never a dull moment. She brings excitement in my life, no kidding. Haha.

KEVIN CELERIDAD. Kevi-Kev! Like the rest of SoulFire, he’s always there when i need him. He continuously checks up on me and how i’m doing with my walk with the Lord, and i praise God for giving him the qualities that he possesses. He’s a strong leader & I look up to him. I know he hears me out and understands me when i talk to him. I trust him a lot, seriously. Oh, and he gives me rides to youth functions, even if it’s last minute! ;X Haha.

RACHELLE CELERIDAD. Okay, so we’re not suuuuper duuuuper close, but she’s an Ate to me. I remember when i was having problems and she was there to listen when i called her up. I know she understands me, and i fully understand her too. She’s one of those people that i really look up to. It’s nice when i have those kinda talks with her.

CHRISTIAN TIMOTEO. “DOCTOR TIMOTEO” HAHAHAH. Like my brother, dawg. He always listens to me and gives me advice. He makes me laugh cos he’s a retard. Hahah. I always get random calls from this fool, but it’s cool to hear from him. Even though he always hella puts me on blast in front of my parents, i care for him nonetheless. Sometimes we kinda drift apart, but it’s cool. Cos i know he’ll always be there whenever i need him.

BRANDON VENTURA. Well, well, well. Mr. Vocals himself. Hmm, what can i say about Brandon? I’ve known him ever since grade school, but we didn’t really get close to this year. He always hears me out and it’s funny how he can always catch what i’m tryna say without me having to say anything. We’re hella bad in Matsushita’s class.. Haha, always tryna piss her off >:D He makes me laugh. It’s good to have him as a close friend; he’s always there when i need him. And i’m always gonna love him for introducing me to Raymond. Hahaha <3 Forreal though. Brandon’s a nice guy and a great friend. My singing buddy! It’s fun to have singing sessions with him in English class and everywhere else.

RACHEL ALONZO. Arrite, so. This girl is like, my older sister. We don’t really talk a lot anymore, but i know we’re still close. I’ve known her for like, 3 years now, but we barely got close this year. She always gave me theeee best advice, FOR REAL. Hella sayin’ things that made me think positive, haha. I remember when we would hella check up on each other to see if we talked to certain people. Haha, oh my. Forreal though, she’s like my sister. I’ve always got her back and i’m glad for her always being there for me.

JERWIN FRANCISCO. Even though he’s a JERK, he’s my favorite kuya. Hahaha. He always gives me a ride home, even if it’s last minute. We always have to argue about it, but he always gives in mwahaha. Despite how mean he is to me haha, i still love him. I remember those days when he would call to check up on me and make sure i was doing okay. Or when he’d hella look out for me. “I was like, ‘Ohhh, that IS NOT my ading!” Haha. I know deep deep deep down inside, he loves me. Haha. He gets mad cos he thinks i use him, but i don’t! He knows i care about him. Jerk. Haha.

KHAD. Oh, theeese my girls right here. Hoa, Alyanna, & Danh. We kinda separated as a group, but y’all know we’re still close. They’re always there to back me up when i need support and they give me advice when i need it. I know i can call on them when i need help.

MICHELLE DELA CRUZ. Hey hey Dreamer! Without her, i don’t think i’d be as positive as i am. Seriously, she always keeps me happy and is making sure i’m okay. Haha. We always have the best deep talks and she understands me. I never get tired of talking to her.

ALYSSA CLEMENKO. Even though she’s miles & miles away from me, every time we talk it feels like she’s right there next to me. I’ve had so many fun times with this girl. “Um, excuse me.. is this the Page residence?” Hahah oh boy <3 She’s one of those people that can hella make me laugh, no joke. I love having those talks with her, it’s nice catching up & hearing how she’s doing. She can always cheer me up when i need it.

MAZZIE GUIAM. Hm, my babygirl! She’s a very strong young lady and she has always been there for me when i need her. I’m proud of where she is in her walk with the Lord and she’s always keeping me in check, too. She’s another one of those people who can make me smile & I know she really cares for me. I got your back, Ate!

JOECELL AGAMATA. Mi favoritaaa! She has always been there for me ever since i met her, which was a good three years ago. She has my back and is one of those people who continuously comfort me and make sure i’m okay. Even though we don’t talk a lot anymore, i’m always gonna be here for her. She has a big heart and a big pretty smile to go along with it (; I do my best to try and be as great a friend as she has been to me.

KRYSTINA ANDERSON & KIM BUI. I haven’t seen these girls in forever! *Next Jonas concert, it better be all three’a us (; They always make me laugh; they’re some of the funniest people you will ever meet. They’re always so happy & it rubs off on me; I always get a positive vibe when i’m around them, haha. I love talking to them becos there’s never a dull moment when we’re together.

*There are a lot more; each & every one of my friends have influenced me and impacted my life in one way or another, but these few are the ones that stand out. I love each and every one of you, and I thank God for putting you in my life. <3

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People forget that jesus died for us because he loves us and now in this world its hard to see it its starting to look like this in society

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Only the ones who want to see it will… But in there is his messege is in theree take the time to relize it. Thank you!

 JESUS LOVES YOU. Let your light shine.
“You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden.” Matthew 4:15

Haha, idk. Just crossed my mind when i saw the commercial for it. (x

Woke up late today, at like 10. 12 hours of sleep actually felt nice, though. The morning breezed by, and before i knew it, babe & his uncle picked me up to go hit up the movies. On the way there we were talking about road signs.. haha. “Watch out, she’ll be the one driving you” Haha. Tully. Cunningham. “This is Capitol Expressway?” “And he wants to drive..” Hahah. Got dropped off, went to Lollicup so babe could buy his Thai Tea. When he got his drink, he started walking away & forgot to get a straw (x Haha, it was cute when he finally realized it. Walked around for a bit, then he threw away his Thai Tea after he only drank half of it. Oh well, it’s half full for whoever wanted to drink it next haha. Bought our tickets for A Christmas Carol, then went inside. Movie didn’t start till 4:20, and we were in the theater at 3:40 -___- Haha. But it was chill. For a while it was just me & babe, but then a couple people started coming. “You really think i won’t do it?” He did it. Haha. (: The movie was actually pretty good. I cried at some parts & jumped at some other parts ;X It got hecka cold in the theater! But it was nice being in babe’s arms, i missed it so much. He kept me warm, hehe! (; He gives me this amazing feeling, you don’t even know. And when he rests his head on my shoulder.. maaan, gives me tingles all over, EVERY TIME. Not even kidding. Haha, i love it though! When the movie was over, we went to Game Stop to see if they had StarCraft for baby’s kiddies. But unfortunately they don’t sell PC games -___- Walked around some more, waiting for our rides, just talking to each other. I love talking to babe, becos we can seriously talk about anything & everything and be comfortable about it. Man, he’s so cute. You don’t even know! I love him so much, it’s amazing. <3 Our rides came, so we had to leave ;( But dang, every day i spend with babe is ALWAYS a good one. I love that. I’m so grateful for every waking moment i get to spend with him. He always gives me the best feeling in the world, & man.. i love him so much. He means the world to me. Thank you baby, for another wonderful day together <3

It’s Jesus Christ’s birthday. Happy birthday, Jesus. <3 Thank you for giving us life. YOU are the reason for the season.

MERRY CHRISTMAS. I don’t wanna hear no “Happy Holidays.”

Yeah, yeah, yeah. That’s what you all said in 2009, 2008, 2007, 2006. How ‘bout you actually live it out, k?

Hahah, no life. (x

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abbbygail:

Why Jesus is better than Santa Claus

Santa lives at the North Pole. JESUS is everywhere.

Santa rides in a sleigh. JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water.

Santa comes but once a year. JESUS is an ever present help.

Santa fills your stockings with goodies. JESUS supplies all your needs.

Santa comes down your chimney uninvited. JESUS stands at your door and knocks, and then enters your heart.

You have to wait in line to see Santa. JESUS is as close as the mention of His name.

Santa lets you sit on his lap. JESUS lets you rest in His arms.

Santa doesn’t know your name, all he can say is “Hi little boy or girl,what’s your name?” JESUS knew our name before we did. Not only does He know our name, He knows our address too. He knows our history and future and He even knows how many hairs are on our heads.

Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly. JESUS has a heart full of love.

All Santa can offer is HO HO HO! JESUS offers health, help and hope.

While Santa says “You better not cry”. JESUS says “Cast all your cares on me for I care for you.”

Santa’s little helpers make toys. JESUS makes new life, mends wounded hearts, repairs broken homes and builds mansions.

While Santa puts gifts under your tree. JESUS became our gift and died on the tree.

Its obvious there is really no comparison. We need to remember WHO CHRISTmas is all about.

We need to put CHRIST back in CHRISTmas. JESUS is still the reason for the season.

Yes, JESUS is better, He is even better than Santa Claus.

“Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don’t yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings.” - Unknown

“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.” - Danny, age 7

“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.” - Rebecca, age 8

“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth.” - Billy, age 4

“Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.” - Chrissy, age 6

“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.” - Terri, age 4

“Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.” - Noelle, age 7

“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening the presents and listen.” - Bobby, age 7

“Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.” - Elaine, age 5

“Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.” - Emily, age 6

“Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.” - Chris, age 7

“When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.” - Karen, age 7

“Love is when you tell someone something bad about yourself and you’re scared they won’t love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more.” - Unknown

I believe it’s truly better if you say things to me straight up, so that I know who it’s coming from. I never really liked the online secrecy stuff.

from their tumblr over & over again, cos they synced it to their account. It’s annoying! Like, my whole dashboard gets filled with this one person’s tumblr posts. Seriously, that’s what you have a TUMBLR for. Don’t put it all over Facebook too. K thanks.

And it annoys me when people have conversations over Formspring, WHEN THEY KNOW EACH OTHER IN REAL LIFE. It’s like, that’s why you guys have AIM & cell phones. -____-

Baby & his familia picked me up around 5. Walked around Christmas in the park for a while, waiting for Brandon & Jacqueline. Took lots of pictures, haha. I saw a penguin tree!<3 & an Up tree, it was cute (: Tried to figure out where we were gna eat dinner. We all walked to Original Joe’s, but it was packed in there, so we decided to go somewhere else. But we told Brandon to meet us at Original Joe’s, so we had to wait. And wait.. and wait.. and wait. Haha. Babe’s familia went to find a place where they could eat, so Raymond & I just stood outside till Brandon arrived. Babe was talking to me about this worship song he’s writing; I love when he talks to me about God, I am so proud of how much he has grown in his walk with the Lord <3 We were both getting agitated becos Brandon was taking so long. We’d text or call Brandon every 15 minutes to see where he was at (x You shoulda seen Babe’s face.. it was hilarious. Haha, we couldn’t stand waiting anymore. + It was cold, so yeah. We just talked for a while, it was nice. I love quality time with him. We have this inside joke now.. hahaha! (x “She’s an S-L.” “What’s an S-L?” Hahaha, <3

Katelyn: Hey, those are nice jeans! What brand are they?
Raymond: Sexy.
^^ Hahah, thaaa’s my man (;

Brandon finally came, at like, 7. Hahaha. But instead of him trying to find where we were at, we just went and picked him up at the big Christmas tree. As we were walking there, i accidentally let go of Babe’s arm (mine was intertwined in his) and he goes, “Babe, arm!” I thought it was cute (; Found Brandon at the Christmas tree. Him & Jacqueline were kinda matching, it was cute! Met Jacqueline’s cousin, Alicia, & Gabriel. They tagged along too. So we all walked to this Thai restaurant, House of Siam. Me and Babe were being hecka crazy as we were walking there, we were sliding across the cement and everything. He even gave me a piggy back ride for like 5 seconds (x It was cutesy, haha. “Babe, why aren’t we that cute?” “Cos we’re the cutest!” DAMN STRAIGHT! Haha. We got to House of Siam kinda quick. “Would you like a fortune cookie?” < Haha, babe, you know that was funny (x It was my first time eating at a Thai restaurant, so I just shared w/Raymond. We had Pad See Ewe, it was hecka good! Chatted it up for a bit around the table. “Oops, did i just say that out loud?” Haha <3 Babe started bleeding under his fingernail, i still don’t know how that happened, hahah. He made a face on his Thai ice tea cup. Soon we all left, bill wasn’t that expensive. Rode home w/babe & his familia. “You’re fogging up my windows” Went to their house for a quick bit till dad picked me up. It was a greaaaat night. <3 Best night of break so far. I love spending time with my boyfriend, there’s never a dull moment. It’s amazing. (:

The other day I spent some quality time with her; we had a jam session together. Her on piano, me on vocals. And let me tell you, my sister is gifted. I praise God for blessing her with amazing talents that she uses for His glory. It was the longest i spent time with her in a while, and honestly, it made me cry. Yeah, we were laughing and goofing off together, but i caught a few tears slipping. I guess it hit me that i’m way too mean to my sister sometimes and sometimes i take her for granted, and I know i shouldn’t. Even though my sister is only 9 years old, i can tell her anything. She actually puts up with my crap on the days i’m moody, and never once has she judged me as a sister. She’s always in a good mood, and sometimes i’m the one to ruin that :/ Sorry, sis. But honestly i am really thankful for her. It doesn’t matter how many times we fight or how annoyed i might get becos of her, what matters is that.. i’m blessed enough to have a sister that God put on this earth for me to be an example for, and for her to be an example to me. That she forgives me for all the times that i’m a bad sister. That she loves me, regardless of all the times we fight. And that no matter what, she’s my sister. I love her, a lot. And i will forever be grateful to God for putting her in my life.

lifesonmute:

Just finished having real talk with god…. But reminicing what i asked. And really what have we done as a world to glorify his name for him to love us so much. We swear to his name and we break it we ingore him we push him to the side and we even blame him for what is clearly our mistakes. Yet his love is so unbreakable its so unmaliable its amazing . But what have we done to deserve this unbearing love this forgiving father. One who will not scull us but let us learn from our mistakes but get up and yell at the one who influenced us to make that mistake. We fall far we curse we break commandments and he replies with i forgive you. Like on the real if someone wer to steall something from you and you catching them in the act you wouldent get mad?? But god he watches us steal from his kingdom and yet he only says that he forgives us…. If there was ever a time where you promised and and you even broke that promise that you had towards him he forgives we have a god of forgiveness yet we still spit in his face by disglorifing him. And he gets down and tells us he loves us . Then his son jesus who healed the sick the blind and the lows. The same sick,blind,&low person got back and put him on calvary and he responds by asking his father to forgive us … We trully are not worthy of gods forgiveness and love…. Yet still we are givin both his love and forgivness. And im getting sleeepy so nighy tumblr.

all the presents being bought and opened, the quality time spent with family & friends, the food, the eggnog, the holiday movies, the weather, the festivities.. remember that Jesus is the reason for the season.

Wsup den :D No school for 2 weeks, free to do whatever I want. No stress, no stress. Things i’m looking forward to:

• SoulFire Christmas party toniiiight!
• Christmas in the Park on Monday <3
• Sleepovers w/the Aveno girls
• Sleepovers w/cousin
• Family time
• Christmas w/the fam bam
• New Years *I don’t even know what my plans are yet :T Let’s make some?
• Shopping
• Sleeping in!
• Chilling
• Kick back days w/the mains

+ Whatever else i can plan haha.

Girl says: I can’t promise you perfection cause that is not who I am. I can’t promise you forever, cause I don’t hold fate within my hands. I can’t promise you the sunshine, because I know there will be rain. I can’t promise you complete happiness, cause with true love, there comes pain. I can’t promise to always smile, cause life always has a way to make me cry. I can’t promise to always stand strong, cause it’s never easy to want to give life another try.

Guy says: I know you’re not perfection. To me, you’re so much more. I know we may not have forever, So I treasure every moment with you, in case another one isn’t in store. Yes, I’d like the sunshine. But I’ll stand with you through the rain. Your happiness is my happiness. So I’ll do whatever I can to ease your pain. When I first saw you smile, I fell in love at once. And even deeper I fell, the first time I saw you cry. It was at that moment I realized, I wanted to protect you. And always be the one to wipe the tears from your eyes. I know that life is difficult, and has given you more than your fair share of pain and lies, but that’s why I’ll be your strength when yours falls broken… And give you my wings to fly.