January 2011
2010,
You did a whole lot to my life.
You brought new family problems that made me stress out like crazy. You challenged my focus in school. You continued to keep my relationship the best thing in my life, but you also made me do stupid things that broke us apart. You kept us going, though. You took loved ones back home. You brought me closer to God. Not only did you give me a huge reality check, but...
December 2010
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Patrizia: Hahahah. I always have some good laughs with you.
Me: Same w/ you too. I swear, I can't focus in school when I'm w/ you, haha.
Patrizia: Hahahaha. I'd die if we had more classes together next year. Lmao!
Me: Omg watch us have like all our classes together next year. Then you can watch my grades all drop, hahaha.
Patrizia: And then we can work at a fast food place together and get fired from that too!
Time.
I’m glad we’ve been getting back on track lately.
All the “I miss you’s,” “I love you’s,” & “I want to see you’s” make me really excited.
You’ve always been the one to make me genuinely happy, and it just feels so good to have it back again.
We still have things to do individually that will benefit the both of us but I...
It was her birthday yesterday.
Me: You're old.
Sister: I'm not old! I'm only 10. You're halfway to 30.
Busy bee.
Haven’t blogged in a while. More because of the fact that at my mom’s house I don’t have internet -_- S’all good though. Hmm, been spending plenty of time with family because of the holidays - LOVE IT. Family time is always the greatest. I miss my bubbies. :( I’m not essited to go back to school. This post is boring. Yeah. Hahaha. Kbye.
Sometimes you get used to a certain amount of privacy that when it gets taken away you feel like there’s really nothing you can do anymore. There are those that watch your every move and latch on to your every word, which makes you feel like you have to live with caution, do things carefully, trying not to upset anyone. Quite honestly, it sucks.
I know I’ve made plenty of mistakes...
Anonymous asked: i recorded ur voice from one of ur videos and made it my ringtone lol
Anonymous asked: i recorded ur voice from one of ur videos and made it my ringtone lol
All I’m gonna see on Tumblr today and tomorrow:
Talk about who’s going to the Christmas in the Park meetup
Talk about people being on their way to the meetup
Pictures from the meetup
How much fun/disappointing the meetup was.
Yup.
"I have read the terms and conditions"
*clicks “Agree” button* Totally didn’t read it.
I think as humans, we spend too much time looking for reasons as to why we’re “not good enough.” Overreactions come quicker than normal and over-thinking becomes apart of our mindset. We just spend too much time wanting to live up to things such as people’s expectations of us and society’s standards, that sometimes we forget who we are. Time is being wasted by putting...
I had a really good time today.
Despite our recent trials, I had a good time with you today. I smiled & laughed 5x more than usual, & you already know i laugh about 24/7. Spending time with you today felt like everything was okay again. Then you left, and I’m not gnna’ lie, I was pretty sad b/c you went to see her. But at the same time I was understanding. Point blank: you made me extremely happy today. Thank...
Anonymous asked: Do you know what you want to major in?
Anonymous asked: Do you know what you want to major in?
Does everyone on Tumblr have to respond to every little thing? Damn.
If people want to do something, that’s their choice. You’re only feeding the fire by reacting to it, when it isn’t your place to be in their business anyways.
In a relationship, no one person should ever have full control. It’s about compromise and hearing each other out. Not “me” or “my,” but “we” and “us.” I think that’s why fights happen - because of misunderstandings and not listening to what the other person has to say. Their opinions and ideas for the relationship are just important as...
My dad's job.
He works at Clontech, a Biotech company. I’ve been there a lot of times throughout my years and it’s pretty interesting.
Their purpose is “to provide innovative tools to accelerate discovery.”
My dad’s department has a whole bunch of body parts - animal & human. THEY’RE IN JARS. It is so weird! You know what he told me yesterday? They got new packages of...
jaylomboy asked: Goodmorning! I love pie.
jaylomboy asked: Goodmorning! I love pie.
In a relationship, no one person should ever have full control. It’s about compromise and hearing each other out. Not “me” or “my,” but “we” and “us.” I think that’s why fights happen - because of misunderstandings and not listening to what the other person has to say. Their opinions and ideas for the relationship are just important as...
I love food and all,
But I hate not knowing what to eat because there’s so much food in the house.
WHYYYY
The maturity level of some people, I swear..
We’re in high school now. All this stupid drama and immature stuff is unnecessary. Seriously. Get a grip and grow up.
I don't know how much more I can take.
When you say certain things,
I feel something catch in my throat - this big lump of sadness that just stays there and catches me unaware. I can’t swallow, and it almost manages to take my breath away. It pretty much leaves me speechless - not necessarily in a good way. It hurts. And every time I start to think that things will be okay, you point out something else that hurts me and it hits me all over again.. It’s...
Don't push me, 'cause I'm close to the edge.
I’m trying not to lose my head.
“For our present troubles are small and won’t last very long. Yet they...”
– 2 Corinthians 4:17-18
I think one of the things that hurts the most
is how we went from “Baby you’re the best girlfriend in the world and you always will be” to “You’re just getting annoying so i’ma leave. Peace.”
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I'm tired of arguing.
itsjambeezy:
Can’t we at least have one good conversation?
Good day today.
I talked about most of my day in an earlier post, so i shall talk about what i did when i got home.
Ate some spaghetti, watched Toy Story w/ the fambam, played some board games.
Scanned photobooth pics. Facebook is sooo stupid sometimes /)___-
Failed to take a nap.
In the midst of trying to nap, Marc called me & we chopped it up a bit. Good company, he’s fun to talk to. :) Poor...
I think my problem is that I expect too much out of people. But the only reason I expect so much is because I’m willing to do that much for them. Sometimes my expectations are too high, which leave me broken after my hopes get crushed. But I guess that’s how I’ve always been: I build up so much hope and eventually have so much faith in certain people that I always give them the...
ledashtang asked: Is Tron a good movie? C:
ledashtang asked: Is Tron a good movie? C:
“But maybe that’s what it all comes down to. Love, not as a surge of passion, but...”
– Love the One You’re With by Emily Griffin
I just want you to know that I AM trying my best. I’m trying my very hardest to make this work out between us, maybe even better than before. I’m trying to put forth as much effort as I can. Even though it looks like I’m not - believe me, I am. I’m doing this for a reason, and I believe in us even through the hardest of times we may go through together.
One of the worst feelings in the world is knowing you’re the reason for someone’s pain. And when they keep telling you, “it’s your fault” or “you’re the reason I feel this way”, it hurts a lot more than it did the first time. It’s like.. all the pain in the world can be inflicted on you physically, mentally, and emotionally, but it will never...
