Spent 11 hours w/ baby today. <3 Went to the mall, watched Shrek Forever After, shopped a bit, got picked up and then spent the rest of the day at his place. Sang some songs, had a great bible study that I really needed, couple time, video games, dinner w/ his family. Jst got home like 15 mins ago. Ugh, he makes me smile so much. I am so happy. :) Thank you, baby. I love you.
I'm sorry I constantly want to talk to you. I'm sorry when you take long to reply I get sad. I'm sorry if I love hearing your voice. I'm sorry that I love getting missed calls and waking up to texts from you. I'm sorry if I can come off clingy, but it's just me missing you.
Today was our last day of leadership. It was pretty emotional, b/c of the fact that there’s no activities next year.. We were all bawling like crazy, it was really hard to take in the fact that Ms. Dinh won’t be our activities director anymore.. ;( We gave her flowers and stuff and she talked to us. Then we gave her a card w/ a picture of all of us on it, and she said, “Oh, my babies!” Man, that made me cry even harder. I’ve never met someone so dedicated to what they do, much less actually love their job. Although I’ve only been in leadership for a year, I really learned a lot from Ms. Dinh and I always kept her advice close to my heart. Her craziness was the best way to start my morning. Things won’t be the same next year.. ;( Love you, Ms. Dinh. Thank you for EVERYTHING. <3
Amy:And signing off one last time as your morning announcers, your outgoing ASB President, Amy Doan.
Judith:Your outgoing ASB Executive Vice President of Finance and Records, Judith Anne Factora. [speaking for Elena since she wasn't there] Your outgoing ASB Executive Vice President of Special Events, Elena Quach.
Connie:And your outgoing ASB Vice President, Connie Choi. *passes the phone.
Amy:Have a good day, Sixers.
Connie:Wait let me say my quote!
-Amy hands phone over-
Connie:And may the force be with you. *ends announcements.
Amy:What the hell was that?! I thought it was going to be inspirational!
Srsly, she supports me in anything I want to do, and I am so thankful for that. She always tells me not to let anyone bring me down. “You can do whatever you want, babygrl, just focus and set your mind to it”
Today, I called her during lunch b/c my dad and I got into an argument. I forgot my book at home and he didn’t want to bring it, but I needed it or else my grade would go down. So that’s why I called her, b/c I didn’t want her to see that I got a B on my report card. I started crying, b/c I felt really bad.. But then she told me, “Don’t cry over it. A grade is a grade. I knw you’re smart, and I knw you try hard in school. I’m very proud of you for your determination, especially with what’s going on right now. I knw that’s why school is hard for you, b/c of what’s going on at home. Stop crying, I’m not mad. I’m very proud of you, anak.”
That really got to me. Even as I typed that up, I started crying. I don’t hear “I’m proud of you” a lot, and so when she told me that, it really hit home. Thank you, Mommy, for everything you do for me. When I make it, I’m going to take care of you and give you that big house you’ve always wanted. I promise. I love you.
I am not proud of the grades I’ve been bringing home lately. My mom says it’s b/c I’m going through a lot at home, but I don’t think that’s a reason to have the grades I do. I’m gnna work harder, especially next year w/my AP & Honors classes. I promise.
Happy 11 months, baby. <3 Thank you for everything you do for me, and for us. You’re the best, no doubt about it. It’s amazing how happy you make me. God has blessed our relationship so much, and I am truly grateful. I am the luckiest grl in the world. I love you! *Muaaah!
I'm sorry sometimes i get a little jealous, thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could. I guess it's my insecurities acting up. Because I know that I'm not the preetiest, smartest or the most fun and exciting girl. But I do know that no matter how hard and long you look, you'll never find somebody that loves you like I do.
That’s why my family calls me K.C. Everyone always asks me, “What’s your middle name?” My response is always, “I don’t have one,” b/c I don’t! Usually they don’t believe me, but it’s true. I have two names in my first name, if that made sense. *Bonus: My first name means Pure Song.