You know you judge a picture by how you look in it. Like, you take a picture w/ someone, ask to see it right after it’s taken.. And the first person you look at is yourself. Don’t think you look good? Oh, time for a retake.
Whether someone’s playing the uke, piano, guitar, beatboxing, or even just acapella, I love getting together with a couple people or even a big group to just sing and have a good time. Harmonies, beats, layers - it’s awesome.
You can have as many people as you want on your friends list.
You can say hi to as many people as you can at school or notice familiar faces everywhere you go. Wanna be labeled as “popular”? Sure, go ahead. Let everyone know your name, your face, and the most common thing about you. Either you sing, you dance, you act, you write, or whatever it is that you do best. But what I’ve realized is that it doesn’t matter how many people know you. It doesn’t matter how many friends you have on Facebook or how many people IM you when you sign on to AIM. The only thing it comes down to is how many of those people are actually going to be there when you need someone.
First of all, girls aren’t the only ones who get hurt. Hey ladies, stop acting like your heart is the only one that’s broken. You may be hurt & it might feel like the world is crashing down, but it’s not only girls that feel that. Trust me, there are plenty of fellas who have been hurt before, too. They have their guards up as well & some are even just as afraid to open up their heart to just anyone. Just because a guy hurts you, doesn’t mean he hasn’t been hurt either. Which brings me to my next point: not all boys are the same. Don’t stereotype the fellas just because the boys you’ve been dating have all hurt you. You’re acting blind to what’s good for you because you start thinking about the “what ifs” when you start talking to a new guy. What if he hurts me like the last one? What if I get my heart broken? What if he’s just like the rest? Well what if he’s not? If you keep holding on to your past, it won’t do you justice for your future. You don’t have to open yourself up all the way; start gradually. But if he really does care about you, he’d be able to have you open up without you even trying.
I made a private Tumblr (although I haven’t posted anything on it yet) because there are things I want to say/let out, but can’t say it due to the followers that I have. Don’t get me wrong, I love all my followers & appreciate you guys reading my stuff, but there are some things that are more involved in my personal life that I don’t want to just be open to the public, you know? I don’t know how often I’ll post on that Tumblr, I just need it for thoughts that I don’t want to be open to the public.
http://www.-implicit.tumblr.com If you want the password, leave a comment in my ask box & I’ll respond back in yours. Anyone who knows me will probably have an idea of what the password is :P
Yayayayay I saw best after not seeing him for like.. 3 days! Trust me, I cherish everyday I see him, so if I don’t see him for a day, it doesn’t feel right. My day was great b/c of him, <3 Yup, gotta love that quality time. K bye (=
I have a playlist that I listen to when I get ready.
I guess it kinna gets me in the feel for when I’m going out. Consists of Rebirth of Slick - Digable Planets, This is How We Do It - Montell Jordan, Get Diggity -Blackstreet, Never Change - Katalist ft. Sam Ock, Map of The Soul (Worldwide Version) - Epik High, Paris, Tokyo - Lupe Fiasco, +more. Or sometimes I just listen to the mixtapes done by my good friend, Earving (DJ Eufonik; eufonik.tumblr.com). Yeaaah, music gets me in the mood.
After a long day of not hearing from him yesterday
I wake up (pretty damn early, damn you, school mode) to an unread text from him. I got all giddy and excited, but kind of sad b/c I wasn’t awake when I received it. But I love waking up to unread texts, especially his. Anyways, I open it and see that it was sent at 3:04 AM. I read it:
I think we all have that one person, whether it’s a guy or a girl, that is willing to do anything for us, that loves us unconditionally, that one person that cares the most. Yet, we don’t want them. & What’s worse that that is we go out & try & look for the exact same thing. We seek for someone that won’t cheat on us, won’t hurt us, that cares for us, that loves us. We don’t always realize what is right in front of our eyes, sadly. Maybe because we’re not attracted to them that way, or something else.
So why do we all want someone better, when the best is right in front of us?
Just wanted to stop by and thank you for the thoughtful reply to my "lonely" post. I'll keep what you said in mind and thank you once again for caring about a complete stranger :)♥
No problem, really <3 I lost a friend b/c no one ever reached out to her & she felt lonely, and I would never want that to ever happen to anyone else. I’m always here for you if you need something & just remember that a smile can change everything! (;
I’ve been sneezing all day! Like, every 5 minutes or so ); & I have the sniffles PLUS my throat is itchy. Ugh, this is what happens when I leave the window open + fan on at night. Last night was all bad tho b/c it was hella cold. Pray for me to get better please? <3
This week has been the longest week ever. School’s only been in session for two weeks, and I’m already stressin b/c I have a bunchload of homework every night. My eye bags are only getting worse & it seems as if I sleep later & later every night. I honestly have never been so dedicated to academics.. But this year, I decided to give myself the ultimate push. It’s already hard, but that’s what I get for setting my standards so high for myself, right? Ugh. AP World & Honors English, pleeeease be good to me.
& Lord, please give me the determination to not give up.
Oh. Is that so? Then you have no idea as to what I’m like. Nope, not at all. You may have heard things about me that formed your perception of how I am, but unless you actually get to know me, you’ll never understand me.
'Cause it makes me that much stronger Makes me work a little bit harder It makes me that much wiser So thanks for making me a fighter Made me learn a little bit faster Made my skin a little bit thicker Makes me that much smarter So thanks for making me a fighter