Mellifluous.

I haven’t been blogging lately b/c I’m really stressed out w/ school and things that go on at home. A lot of my girls point out how “strong” I am, b/c they can’t “imagine what I’m going through.” One of my girls referred to it as, “Sitting on the throne like a true queen.” But nah, it’s not like that. It’s not easy, and I don’t think I’m a good role model. I mess up, I fall short, I slack off. But I’ve been focused. Been tryna bring home good grades and just have a good time. My boyfriend keeps me happy, I dnno what I’d do w/o him.

But you really wnna know how I get through everything? I put my trust in the Lord. He has a plan for me and I know that at the end of the day, everything is going according to His will. He gives me strength and joy, and He’s all I have to live for. I’m not here for the world, I’m here to do what Christ has called me to do. He’s leading me, He loves me.. And that’s a brilliant reason to smile.

My grandma’s sister passed away this evening. It’s all so surreal b/c I just saw her two days ago..

Seriously, don’t ever take anyone for granted.. You never know when they could be taken away from you..

And it’s not even summer anymore.

Winter, I’m really starting to miss you.

Hate is an intense emotion, and the word “hate” shouldn’t be thrown around carelessly. The next time you’re about to say that you hate someone, try replacing the word with “strongly dislike.” The emotions that go along with it aren’t as intense, or as destructive.

I love being happy. Negative vibes aren’t for me. I’m done with that negative phase. Less complaining, more appreciating. I’m really grateful for the things I have in life; I don’t need to spend my time thinking about what I don’t have, or what I want. It’s all about surrounding myself with good vibes, good times, and good company. (: I don’t know about you, but I’d much rather be smiling and laughing than stressing out.

not because I’m “supposed” to or because I feel obligated to; I do them because I actually want to. I don’t have to text him every morning, but I do it because I want him to wake up knowing that he was on my mind bright & early. I spend time with him because I love being in his presence. It’s the little things that mean most to me and it’s the thought that counts, right? I love going out of my way and doing things for him because I know he deserves it.

Arrite, so. I just got back a couple minutes ago from baby’s house to drop off something. I cannot stop cheesin’ it, forreals. It’s amazing how even seeing him for just a second makes me all happy. I’m glad to have ended my already good day with a hug and an “I love you” from him; it just made my day so much more better (: I love those quick late night visits, hekek!

I got back into the car when he got into his house and my 5-year-old brother goes, “What the heck, all you guys did was hug” hahaha. <3

Haven’t you ever heard of Google?

He knows exactly how to make me smile, no matter what mood I’m in. He always brings up the fact that I can’t be sad around him, and it’s true. Like when I tell him, “Don’t talk to me” (but jokingly), he’ll seriously stop talking to get me to work for it. His stubbornness actually makes me laugh, rather than pissing me off. I’m glad I can never be anything but happy when I’m with him (:

It’s TYJ: Thank You Jesus, because it could have been much worse. You really are blessed. You just need to realize it.

Talent is God-given, be humble. Conceit is self-given, be careful.

This is true. I love it. He also takes advantage of it and makes me work for it. I love that also. Hehehe.

Honestly.. I am SO happy because of him. You don’t even know.