I haven’t been blogging lately b/c I’m really stressed out w/ school and things that go on at home. A lot of my girls point out how “strong” I am, b/c they can’t “imagine what I’m going through.” One of my girls referred to it as, “Sitting on the throne like a true queen.” But nah, it’s not like that. It’s not easy, and I don’t think I’m a good role model. I mess up, I fall short, I slack off. But I’ve been focused. Been tryna bring home good grades and just have a good time. My boyfriend keeps me happy, I dnno what I’d do w/o him.
But you really wnna know how I get through everything? I put my trust in the Lord. He has a plan for me and I know that at the end of the day, everything is going according to His will. He gives me strength and joy, and He’s all I have to live for. I’m not here for the world, I’m here to do what Christ has called me to do. He’s leading me, He loves me.. And that’s a brilliant reason to smile.