- -he was telling me how his little brother Jaden wants to marry me-
- Him: He's not gonna marry you.
- Me: Haha, why not?
- Him: Because I am.
- Me: Are you sure, babe?
- Him: No doubt.
fourteen more days until i see one direction
fourteen more days until i am in the same room as them
fourteen more days until i am watching their soundcheck
fourteen more days until zayn sees me, falls in love with me, and decides he wants to marry me (okay just joking)
fourteen more days until i may potentially die (not joking at all because i may hyperventilate like when i met the jonas brothers and omg i might lose all my breath just staring at one direction in person)
I know I’m not the most accepting of the whole situation, but it’s not because I just want to be. I actually have a reason. And that reason is because I just want what’s best for you, like how you want what’s best for me. I don’t want you to have to settle for something less than you deserve.
One of my dream jobs is to work as a face character at Disneyland. It would combine two of my favorite things: Disney and interacting with little kids.
The audition process is quite time-consuming and tedious, however, and they only get paid a little over $10-14 an hour. I’m not sure if I’m witty enough to even be a face character (hats off to Andrew Ducote for being the best Spieling Peter Pan ever), but it’s always something I’ve wanted to do.
OMG WOOO JMBK! Yeah dude! We’ll remake the song you guys wrote like 3 years ago haha. When are you gonna drive!?
We were lightweight arguing (kind of, not really, just about something teeny tiny) via text messages and I replied to one of his texts with:
Wah :( y u h8 me
Then my phone rang and I said, “Hello?” And he goes, “No baby, I love you very much.”
Heh, okay. I thought it was cute.
/sappygirlfriendpost okay bye
This is a big deal for me because it was something I’d been stressing over for a long time. Whew, so much weight taken off my shoulders.
Isaac* haha. But no, I really don’t regret it. In fact, it’s one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. I don’t like talking about my past, but I came from some relationships where I was cheated on and played and just plain used. But with Isaac, I know that he’s in it for the long run. I tell him all the time that he’s the best, and sometimes I don’t think he believes it. He really is, though. I don’t think he understands that he’s really helped me up from where i used to be.
I love reading and I love poetry. I never read because I don’t ever have the time to, but when I do find available time in my schedule, I like reading a good book that I picked out for myself.
Poetry is also something I love. Def Jam/spoken word.. Poetry is one of the best things ever, hands down.
I wish I had more time to write short stories and poetry like I used to back in middle school. Maybe I’ll get back into it soon.
This post was really random, but whatever.
Never go back to someone who constantly hurts you, because that’s not love anymore. If that person really loved you, they wouldn’t hurt you so bad, or even so often.
Know your worth. Know what you deserve.
Relying on people sucks.
You just have great expectations of a person to do something for you because, you know, in some cases they are obligated to fulfill the task (i.e. your parents). I think that’s why I don’t really keep my expectations up, because a lot of the time I just get disappointed in the end. And that’s happened to me a lot.
F all the men who can’t treat their lady with respect. If she does everything for you while you sit on your ass doing nothing at all, don’t think you have the right to talk to her like you’re some top-notch, first-class male. Watch your words. You’d think that an adult such as yourself would have the proper mannerisms to be polite and not be ignorant.
GOODBYE TO THE MOST CHALLENGING ACADEMIC YEAR OF MY LIFE AND HELLO TO THE LAST SUMMER OF MY HIGH SCHOOL CAREER!
Well, I know that there is a practice of reconciliation in Catholicism.. and that’s when you go to the priest in a secluded room and confess your sins. Yeah.
In an everyday matter, however, reconciliation is the act of making amends. Like, tying loose ends together, I guess.
- I need alum for my mucocele to go away because I don’t want to go to the dentist and get it surgically removed
- This ice cream sandwich is freaking delicious
- My phone is uber slow and it’s killing me :(
- School’s almost over kajhgiuaeyrgiuerg YAY
- My one year anniversary with Isaac is next month omg
- I want to go shopping
- Can I get my driver’s license already please
It’s definitely something when a girl’s boyfriend talks to her about the future he wants with her. That’s how you know it’s serious.
Hah, um it was interesting. Didn’t feel like my birthday, but it was alright. Just can’t wait for my cotillion next year. :)
Today I went to Oak Hill funeral home to attend a viewing for my mom’s uncle, Jimmy. As I was looking at the program and pictures outside of the chapel, I had realized that Jimmy’s wife had written something in a vacant space of the photo collage. She wrote,
“Hi honey, I love you and will miss you so much. I will never replace you in my heart.” ♥ B.F.F.
I thought that was the cutest, yet saddest thing I have ever seen. After I paid my respects, my family and I sat down inside the chapel. We overheard Jimmy’s wife saying, “I will miss him so much. Every day since he got back from the military, there was never a day that we were separated. Now I have to learn to live my life without him.”
Your eyes meet mine and I realize that these are the moments that are perfect. With everything else going on in our lives, all it takes for me to be sane again is to be with you. You accept me with all my unwanted attitudes and genuinely love every part of me. That’s why I will never let you go. I completely love you so so so much.
- -she was making macaroni and cheese-
- 11-year-old sister: I wonder why the noodles get big when they're in water..
- 11-year-old sister: Omg, do *I* get bigger when I take a shower?!
Maybe I’m just over-emotional or too in love with you or something, but you make me really happy to the point where tears could form in my eyes just at the thought of everything you do for me.
Too many thoughts on my mind right now. I’m stressed to the max and everyone just thinks I’m having a bad attitude about everything. But little do they know, I have a lot on my plate, and sometimes it really isn’t easy for me.
All I ask for is a little bit of understanding.